But I know what it's Iike to wanna die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in, but you can't.How you hurt yourseIf on the outside to try to kiII the thing on the inside.
How am I supposed to recover when I don't even understand my disease?
When you don't want to feel death can seem like a dream.
But seeing death, really seeing it makes dreaming about it... fucking ridiculous.
Maybe we look for secrets because we can't believe our minds.
A thought is a hard thing to control.
"Depressives don't want to be happy. They want to be unhappy to confirm they're depressed. If they were happy they couldn't be depressed anymore. They'd have to go out into the world and live. Which can be even more depressing".
When you don't want to feel death can seem like a dream.
But seeing death, really seeing it makes dreaming about it... fucking ridiculous.
Maybe we look for secrets because we can't believe our minds.
A thought is a hard thing to control.
"Depressives don't want to be happy. They want to be unhappy to confirm they're depressed. If they were happy they couldn't be depressed anymore. They'd have to go out into the world and live. Which can be even more depressing".
¡Muchas gracias niña Yolanda! ¡Faith!
Quotes from Girl Interrupted & Closer
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